Sam Moe
¡Wonder!
¡Madre ayúdame she’s climbing through an open window
she’s intoxicated she’s wondering if grandfather will
enter through the radio she’s death dream she’s
significant other she’s sculpture she’s a fire in a piano
she’s daydreaming about forming new scars she’s back and
forth she’s yourself she’s father she’s decades long
decay drive this memory is fermented this is love and that is
an oyster blue bowl shaped like a clam and filled with cream
pine nettles ocean limited salt elderflower unlike
un pedazo de tí fish eye lobster stomach
conch shell brimming with jam glistening mango tuna
roe, espresso clouds berries kelp, morning
seasons cod scissors razor the deer turned away
the mouth the bruise the perfect duck
an apple without a pit milk mornings memory
locked the room peeled the crab game of the season
the lamb the hood the tongue and lip of the mug
mushroom
preservation she gathers gourds then chanterelles
breakfast is a hoof she leaves her heart inside a ravioli this
was never about enjoyment todo es pesuña no
really how many ways to say drapes of red cloth and confetti
fell asleep inside an omelet the promises kept the first time
with hurt fingers the dreams of cattle the ghost of
the restaurant floats across the field like a lavender petal
this is blood in August and hair so blonde pomegranate
and candied foxes left an ice-cream sandwich out on the back
porch for so long it grew into a translucent bug and floated into the
sky she doesn’t know the meaning of cuchillo she
has no idea about magnolia and red under nails the lake is not
awake every summer is sweet breeze legs off the dock
bandages cases of champagne the cats and mother’s
addiction pretending to be a peach should healing take
this much time pobre mantequilla quién sabe nada!
Sam Moe is the author of Cicatrizing the Daughters (FlowerSong Press, Winter 2024), Grief Birds (BS Lit, 2023), Heart Weeds (Alien Buddha Press 2022), and the chapbook Animal Heart (Harvard Square Press 2024). Her short story collection, I Might Trust You is forthcoming from Experiments in Fiction (Winter 2024). She has been accepted to the Sewanee Writers’ Conference (2024) and received fellowships from the Longleaf Writer’s Conference, the Key West Literary Seminar, and Château d’Orquevaux.